Dude, the movie I saw yesterday was actually AMAZING! It was called Crime 101 and no it isn't my usual genre. It's a crime thriller which I tend not to get into. But I was really into it because it respected the audiences intelligence. There was a lot of subtext that I really appreciated. In contrast to the Whistle movie we saw last weekend which spelled every single thing out to the reader, in this Crime 101 movie I had to actually pay attention. Now, some people would see that as just a confusing storyline, but I see it as "if you pay attention, you get rewarded". It's like in Silent Hill 2, there is so so much hidden things that only make sense later on, and paying attention to that not only immerses you but it becomes a reward that you think back on and go "ohhhhh!". I was tempted to make a movie review section to this website, but that isn't really what this website is about, it's not really about my opinions in a formal way. It's about documenting my creative processes and movie enjoying isn't part of that. Honestly, I also don't have time to write a formal essay every weekend, and sometimes I might not even want to write it, the same way I don't always want to write this log. So if I'm seeing movies every weekend then I might feel a nagging sensation every time I buy tickets, knowing that I HAVE to write an essay after watching it.
I am aware that I'm writing less and less of this log, but I haven't stopped outright which I think is the important thing. Yes, back in September of 2025, I was very excited with the website. But the novelty has wore off now. But the reason for me making this has not. Now, it's just a part of my routine which I think is the better outcome than just giving up entirely. Whenever I have time I will come here and write stuff. I always said that it will be worth it in the future, and I'm sure it will, I still have that outlook. I want to start going to the gym when Kira eventually moves in, and I hope to apply the same logic to the gym. I have tried it in the past but I always gave up. But if I stick with it long enough so that it gets into my routine then it should hopefully be less taxing to do. The reason is because if I set a rule where I MUST write this log every day or every other day, I would eventually just resent it. But because there are no rules, I don't resent it. I love it.