Right, I need to reset my baseline for being at home. I have been going home, eating something straight away then just sitting at the computer for the rest of the day until bed time. It is not sustainable at all and I need to switch it up. I need to do three things when I get home tonight and I have no say in whether I actually want to do them or not. I need to:
Sort out any clothes that are around the house, whether they are drying, need to be dry or need to go in the wash
Wash all the dishes and make sure there are no dishes or cups around the house
Tidy up anything that is out of place in the house
I have been neglecting the place that I live in and I don't quite know why. I don't know if it's simply because I'm lazy and can't be bothered to do them, or if I convince myself that living like this is okay. It is not okay and I have higher standards than this. So, tonight I will be doing all three of these. I likely won't be sitting down to do any hobbies today which is a shame but there are bigger priorities right now. I feel ashamed of me just leaving things around the house and I should know better than this. I do know better than this, in fact, which is why I'm gonna change it tonight. I don't even plan to have anyone over at the house, I just wanna do it for myself. I remember how much I despised the mess in my previous home and I am not going to let it get like that. Fuck that! I am better than that! I hate that I can be lazy! But I'm not gonna stay lazy forever! I will be lazy when the time suits it, but right now is not the fucking time. GRAAAHHHHH!!!!
I'm about to head home, it's 16:56 and I'm ready to go home and do all this work. I am determined to do it all. First I will eat something quick, then I'll get on about 10 minutes after. I will do laundry hanging and sorting first, then I'll do the dishes, then I will do general tidying around the house. I wish future me luck.
It is 19:42 and I fucking did it! I did literally everything I said I was gonna do. I did as much laundry as I possibly could, I done (almost) all of the dishes, and I tidied up practically every area of the house! I'm proud of myself, but it's not just so I can relish in the cleanliness. It shows I can actually do something dull if I put my mind to it. I really hyped myself up to get this done and I basically didn't stop during the almost 2 hours of working I did. Now, time to sit down finally!