12th November 2025

Yesterday I worked so much on the school project. So much so that I managed to sleep in today. I'm disappointed in myself and I know better not to just go back to fucking sleep once my mom rings me. She even bought an alarm clock which fully works and does wake me up but I didn't use it because "it scares me awake". So what?! It's better than waking up and not eating and vaping on an empty stomach at work?! Is it not?! Obviously, it is better to wake up on time. So, from now on, during work days, I'm setting that alarm to go off and I'm putting it next to my TV so I have to get up. I don't care how "scared" I get. It's just because its loud. God, I feel bad this morning. After a few hours I didn't feel too bad though. When I woke up I felt ashamed, rushed and fucked off. The day was not all lost.

I made very good progress on this school map today. I fucked around so much with the whole scale of the building, like the walls around the outside. There are one or two areas that aren't gonna be perfect just because the scale is a bit eff'd up, but for the most part a lot of it is really good.

Tomorrow I plan to get the flooring in, because currently the floor leading to the curved walls on the outside are going to be custom made and properly angled to the curvature of the building. It will likely be very tedious but it has to be done. And once it's done then I don't need to do it again!